I was just asked by someone. “Why don’t you look for a boyfriend?”
I don’t know, I just smiled when I was asked that question. Simple question. But somehow, I didn’t try to explain my answer. I smiled and for few seconds I stayed still. Then I answered, “I don’t know. Maybe later.”
Relationship is not my priority now. I mean, I will find my boyfriend. I will. But I am not in a rush. It’s very different with my older sister. It is easy for her to have a boyfriend, she is defeatism type. So not me. That’s why I think that I need to grow mature first. I don’t want to spend a useless time to adjust with someone while me myself need adjust with my negative traits.
Let me put aside this relationship-thing.
October is so looong month, isn’t it? Do you feel the same? I feel that I already been in Jakarta over the month. But it’s still October 18! And it’s just about two weeks since I got back from Bandung. Got too busy in campus makes me in total confusion. Got tired. Disorder appetite. Sleepyhead. Cranky. So bad of me.
I wish this October will soon over. I need my new allowance. I need midterm comes quickly, so I have my nap time more. Wish I can easily pass through this midterm with flying colors. Hope so.
Get your vitamin and don’t be sick. It’s suck to be sick, people. Catch you, later!